sentencedeath

missing you badly

2009-05-23T10:35:00.000-07:00

2am in the morning now... missing you badly at this moment... feel so lonely at home when you used to be around to fan me... ask me to cook for you eat... ask me help you do things... ask me hug you sleep...ask me to do anything...

but suddenly all this gone... so quietly... you say before you need to hear my voice be4 going to slp. will tok to me be4 you slp. or will come find me if enough time. but you end so early today but why you not here with me? am i asking too much?? haiz... or had you changed??? is it you no longer need me so much??

too much of question mark today... being left alone here... so bored!!! finally im here to vent all my anger, voice feelings... in order not to asking you too much , so i jus keet it to myself... which i think all this mayb i think too much le... let it be... let it pass.. as i say before to you, as long you're happy. i'll be happy...

OnLi For yOu...

2008-11-13T10:08:00.000-08:00

dear dear i miss you lots at this hour till i cant sleep.alot alot of things wanna tell you but jus dunno how to express myself to u. i feel so empty without you around being beside me. thanks for tolerate all my emo-ing , my temper..my everything. time really passes fast, one year coming soon for us, hope we can last till the end... i know days will be hard for both of us but i believe if we work together hand in hand we will be happy de...

dear dear jus wanna tell you i cherish as much. just dun wanna lose you. or i should say i cant lose you. is you bring me back to trust there's real love around. is you who brighten up my life again. i love you my LAOPO!!! will you marry me?? haha... wait till i had success le , really can give you good life and support you totally le den i'll bring you to overseas to marry you!!!i promise!!!Muackzzzzzzzzzzz..........(waiting___for the day__)

For All Time

2008-11-11T06:58:00.000-08:00

A Song Dedicated For My Beloved Dar Dar .. 
Loving You Always .. Miss You Tons ..Mmmmmuacks !!!



You’ve been the first in my life 
Who has ever made me feel this way 
And I will not deny 
I’m gonna need you right here by my side 

(Baby, I can’t wait) 
Come right over here and let me lead the way 
(Let me take your breath away) 
By holdin’ you, kissin’ you, lovin’ you, touchin’ you 
(Never will be too late) 
To see myself through your eyes 
(Baby, I can’t wait) 
Until the day I hear you say 

You are mine 
there’s no other one for me 
Keep in mind 
you make my life complete 
And tonight 
we’ll make love endlessly 
‘Cause you’re mine 
you’re the one that I’ll keep for all time 

Now that you’re here, boy 
I’m never gonna let you go 
Can I touch you there, oh 
Do you mind if we kiss real slow 
You’re my everything (everything) 
You’re my hopes and dreams (hopes and dreams) 
Baby, you know it ain’t no lie 
I’m gonna be with you till the day that I die 

You’re the one who lights my fire 
You’re the one who keeps me strong 
You’re the one that I depend on 
When my world is goin’ wrong 
You’re the one that I hold closer 
You’re the man I’m dreaming of 
And I really, really love you 
I just want you to know that 

I can’t wait till the day 
When I’ll hear you say 
You’re the one that I need 
You’re the one that I’ll keep for all time

loving you

2008-10-24T11:11:00.001-07:00

Loving you is easy 'cause you're beautiful,
making love with you is all I wanna do.
Loving you is more than just a dream come true,
and everything that I do is out of loving you.

la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la la la la...do do do doo ohhhhhhhh

No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring.
Stay with me while we grow old and we will live each day in the springtime.
loving you has made my life so beautiful,
and everyday of my life is filled with loving you.

Loving you, I see your soul come shining through,
and everytime that we, oohh..
I'm more in love with you.

la la la la la, la la la la la, la la la la la la la la la la...do do do doo ohhhhhhhh

No one else can make me feel the colors that you bring,
Stay with me while we grow old and we will live each day in the springtime.
loving you is easy 'cause you're beautiful,
and every day of my life is filled with loving you.
Loving you, I see your soul come shining through,
and everytime that we, oohh..
I'm more in love with you.

Jay Chou 說好的幸福呢

2008-10-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

你的绘画凌乱着

在这个时刻

我像气氛纯白的白鸽

甜蜜散落了

继续莫名的拉扯

我还爱你呢

而你断断续续唱着歌

假装没事了

时间过了走了

爱情面临选择

你冷了倦了我哭了

一开始都不快乐

你用卡片纸写着

有些爱只给到这真的痛了

怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了

开心与不开心依稀数着你在不舍

那些爱过的感觉都太深刻

我都还记得

你不懂了说好的幸福呢

我错了泪干了放手了后悔了

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着

要怎么停呢

曲周杰伦歌词提供再兴

怎么了你累了

说好的幸福呢

我懂了不说了

爱淡了梦远了

我都还记得

为什么这时候忍心离我而去

nice song...for all the lovers...

No Me Ames - Marc Anthony

2008-10-01T10:32:00.000-07:00

Marc:
Why are you crying?

Jennifer:
Because I'm happy

Marc:
Why are you so choked up?

Jennifer:
From loneliness

Marc:
Why are you squeezing
my hand so tight
And your mind seems to be wandering

Jennifer:
I love you so much!

Marc:
Why?

Jennifer:
Don't be so hard-headed
Stop doubting me!
It doesn't matter what the future holds
I'm not afraid
I just want to love you

Marc:
Don't love me
because you think I'm different

Jennifer:
You don't think it's right for us
to spend this time together?

Marc:
Don't love me because I know
what a lie it would be!

Jennifer:
If you don't think I deserve your love
then don't love me
I'm going to stay...

Marc:
Don't love me because I'm lost
because I change the world
because it's destiny
because this is impossible
We are like a mirror image of each other
we are one and the same

Jennifer:
Don't love me to be dying
in a war of regret
Don't love me to hold me back
I want to rise above
this love deserves to soar through the sky

Marc:
I don't know what to say
That's the truth
When people want to
they can really hurt you

Jennifer:
If you and I part now
it won't matter to anyone else
In this big world
don't leave me all alone

Marc:
Don't leave me...don't leave me
Don't listen when I say don't love me

Jennifer:
Don't leave me
Stop breaking my heart with that
Don't love me

Marc:
Don't love me, I'm begging you to leave

Jennifer:
You know very well I can't do that
It's useless, I'll always love you

Marc:
Don't love me
I'll only make you suffer
my heart has turned cold with this

Jennifer:
Don't love me
to run away from your sadness
I want you to love me
because you love me

Marc:
Don't love me
One day we'll soar with each other
and be together forever

Jennifer:
This love is like the sun
that comes out after a terrible storm

Both:
Like two comets in the same galaxy

Marc:
Don't love me

Jennifer:
Don't love me

Marc:
Don't love me...

Marc Anthony & Jennifer Lopez - No me ames

2008-10-01T10:27:00.000-07:00

Dime porque lloras
de felicidad
y porque te ahogas
por la soledad
di porque me tomas
fuerte asi, mis manos
y tus pensamientos
te van llevando

Yo te quiero tanto
y porque sera
loco testarudo
no lo dudes mas
aunque en el futuro
haya un muro enorme
yo no tengo miedo
quiero enamorarme

No me ames
porque pienses
que parezco diferente
tu no piensas que es lo justo
ver pasar el tiempo juntos

No me ames
que comprendo
la mentira que seria
Si tu amor no merezco
no me ames
mas quedate otro dia

No me ames
porque estoy perdido
porque cambie el mundo
porque es el destino
porque no se puede
somos un espejo
y tu asi serias
lo que yo de mi reflejo

No me ames
para estar muriendo
dentro de una guerra
llena de arrepentimientos
No me ames
para estar en tierra
quiero alzar el vuelo
con tu gran amor
por el azul del cielo

No se que decirte
esa es la verdad
si la gente quiere
sabe lastimar

Tu y yo partiremos
ellos no se mueven
pero en este cielo
sola no me dejes

No me dejes, no me dejes
no me eschuches
si te digo no me ames
no me dejes, no desarmes
mi corazon con ese no me ames

No me ames, te lo ruego
mi amargura dejame
sabes bien, que no puedo
que es inutil
que siempre te amare

No me ames
pues te hare sufrir
con este corazon que
se lleno de mil inviernos
no me ames
para asi olvidarte
de tus dias grises
quiero que me ames
solo por amarme

No me ames
tu y yo volaremos
uno con el otro
y seguiremos siempre juntos
este amor es como el sol que sale
tras de la tormenta
como dos cometas
en la misma estela

No me ames
No me ames
No me ames

No, no me ames
No me ames
No me ames
No me ames

If You Leave My World - MLTR

2008-10-01T10:26:00.000-07:00

What about the life that you were dreaming of
What about the picture in my head
What about the love that we were fighting for
Is it still somewhere alive or is it dead
How could we ever go so wrong
I always thought that we were strong
(Chorus)
But if you leave my world tomorrow
And if you leave me cold tonight
(If you're gonna leave me cold tonight)
(Do you really wanna see me cry)
I'm gonna live my life in sorrow
And you'll forever see me cry
(If you're gonna leave me cold tonight)
What about the home that we were building up
What about the colours in our hearts
What about the kids we should be playing with
Should we leave this fantasy into the dark
You are as shining as the sun
You are the place where I belong
(Chorus)
Do you share the pain inside
Do you know how much it bites
Do you mind to watch me fall
Do you care for me at all
(Chorus)
I'm gonna live my life in sorrow
And you'll forever see me cry
(If you're gonna leave me cold tonight)
But if you leave my world tomorrow
You've got to leave me cold tonight

abba-the winner take it all

2008-09-27T09:41:00.000-07:00

I don't wanna talk
About things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me, now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say, no more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser's standing small
Beside the victory, that's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all (takes it all)
The loser has to fall (has to fall)
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say, rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide (will decide)
The likes of me abide (me abide)
Spectators of the show, always staying low
The game is on again (on again)
A lover or a friend (or a friend)
A big thing or a small (big or small)
The winner takes it all (takes it all)
I don't wanna talk if it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize if it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense, no self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all
So the winner takes it all
And the the loser has to fall
Throw a dice, cold as ice
Way down here, someone dear
Takes it all, has to fall....

Ryan Cabrera - True

2008-09-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak, it's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak, it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
The way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

wat should i do...

2008-09-26T09:17:00.000-07:00

smth bad happen today?... totally out of control and my tears flow down for you again...
i hang on not to cry, telling myself not to feel sad over those things cos it wont bother me at all.. jus ingore it and nth will happen le... but im jus thinking too much... thinking wat will happen in future???wat should i do now???leaving you is the onli sloution ma???telling myself i dont love you anymore and leave u???or i lie to you say i love someone else?things seem going back to the square one again for me... :..(

now listening to the songs "TRUE" ...my whole mind is keep thinking of you... how i wish ...i wish.................................................

totally no mood to eat...no mood to do anything else den missing you...

im dying soon....

family...work...rs...******STRESS******

...............................................................................................what should i do.............................

You're a playful flirt

2008-07-31T22:18:00.000-07:00

Guys are drawn to you because you're funny, sassy, easygoing and fun to hang around with. You are the life of the party, your sense of humor is infectious, and best of all, men get along well with you because you are able to blend into their group and become one of the guys.There's only one little issue: Because you're like buddies, it can be hard for him to tell when you want to take things further than mere friendship. How to let him know? Remind him that you're different from his other buddies by giving him the occasional feminine touch – think a tender squeeze on the arm, a hug, or a pat on the shoulder. Mastering subtle flirting gestures like these will get him to notice the female side of you.

tired

2008-07-31T13:43:00.000-07:00

hmmm... cant slp at all... so late now le.. yet my dear dear is already in her dreamland le.. never wait for me den fall asleep!!! humph!! haha.. she muz be very tired le ba... excited for the job interview tml sia.... haha... if really can be managment traineer den gd le.. at least beta carrer for me... hope it will be sucess or not i need to stack at my old work place... *stress*yawn... dunno why still cant slp.. wants to force myself to slp le... or not tml i cant go for hair cut.. cant meet dear for lunch...and my interview!!! haha... wish me good luck ba.... :)

off day

2008-07-24T21:44:00.001-07:00

well.. finally im off today ... but had to go help my mummy at stall later.. yawn.. so tired...my dear dear is at work now ba.. missing u lots.. haha...

hmmm... had a very werid dream last nite... wake up le still thinking abt it...CRAZY....hahah
so many question mark when im awake... pls dun let me dream of tat again!!!!!!!!!!!!

my poor jie jie kana scold by our boss ytd while meeting... see her eyes red red... so pity her...CP!!!!faster get us to combodian!!!! so ur wife no need to suffer so much here anymore... me oso!!! haha...

chris ang mummy quit le.... leaving us soon.. her last day 1st aug....haiz... so sian.... all good friends leaving le... how how... working seem to be so bored le... :(

alot of things will be changing le.. shall update again.. off i go to help my mum le...:)

2008-07-22T10:28:00.000-07:00

a brand new blog.. a brand new start!!!